P[u]CK[e]RR Up!

January 29, 2013 § 20 Comments

The 2013 Poor College Kids Road Race started fast, downhill and into a crosswind. The bunch was nervous. Maybe eighty idiots rolled out; less than half would finish.

It was impossible to move up, so tightly were we packed together. Everyone felt feisty and strong and ready for the challenge at hand: Fifty-six miles of road racing in Santa Barbara County on rolling terrain with one moderate five or six-minute climb.

In the beginning, before we all hated one another so intensely, there was much pointing out of obstacles, especially the first triple set of road dots that caused lots of skittering and whoa-ing and rear wheel sliding. Then we roared through the first gravelly turn with a couple of riders going sideways but not falling down, and then the pace went full-gas into the tailwind which soon became another crosswind.

The next time someone says bike racing is “fun,” I will vomit on them personally.

We hid behind one another as much as possible until the climb approached. A mile or so out there was the familiar groaning and scraping and crunching and disharmony of Idiot A’s front wheel lurching into the rear derailleur of Idiot B and both grinding into a massive twisted morass of broken carbon frames and smashed wheels and curses and cries and blood and minced flesh and the ultimate terror (“Fuck, how’m I gonna ‘splain this to my wife?”) but the second I heard the first tiny little squeak presaging the crash I stomped on the pedals and shot ahead, never looking back to see who had fallen and caring only about saving myself.

We went up and over the climb, a few lumbering stragglers getting popped at this test-em-out, totally doable pace, and then went through the rollers and roared down into the start finish and began the second of four laps.

Thirty-six minutes.

It slices, it dices

On this second lap the pace ratcheted up so suddenly that we were all forced into the gutter, hiding from the crosswind but too stupid to form three or four echelons. We hated each other too much to form echelons. Better to force our rims up against the edge of catastrophe and batter into the sliver of slipstream than go wide, provide a full-lane echelon, and take turns.

Echelons are for wind-savvy Flandrians. Sun-soaked saps from SoCal just ride in the gutter and suffer like idiots, drooling blood and spit onto their bars and shrieking “Fuck this hurts fuck this hurts fuck when is this gonna end fuck I’m quitting after this lap fuck why doesn’t that asshole give me another inch of pavement fuck I hate bike racing!”

Through the gravelly turn again there “warn’t near as many as there was a while ago,” and some sadist at the front began pounding again so that by the time we hit the crosswind it was almost unendurable. A break of seven or eight pinched off and rolled up the road, the guttered peloton unable to chase because the break was riding in an echelon but the group was a single file pushed up against the yellow line, smashing the BOTS dots with bone-jarring contact bam-bam-bam-bam-fuckwhenisthisgonnaend-bam-bam-bam-bam-fuckgivemejustaninchyoubastard-bam-bam-bam-bam.

MMX, stuck in the front of the chase bus, launched to join SPY-Giant-RIDE teammate Alan Flores, who had already spent the first lap in a leg stretching solo attack and was now part of what would be the day’s winning move. MMX clawed his way across the gap, mashing and battering and forcing himself onto the tail of the break as we left-behinds regrouped, with the more adventurous pushing the pace until the break was all but caught.

Don’t sit up before the catch

Team Helen’s and the handful of other poor sods who’d worn themselves out on the BOTS dots because they were too selfish and mean and stupid to echelon and who now didn’t have anyone in the break, brought the pack to within perhaps fifty yards of the breakaway, then sat up without closing the gap. At that moment we hit the climb.

The break dangled, got even closer, then crested the climb and was gone.

We never saw them again. Greg Leibert from Big Orange, Benny Parks from Jessup Chevrolet, Flores and Marckx were all there, as well as Chris Hahn the loner, back from his exile in the land of mesothelioma fundraising to the only home he ever knew: Racing bikes for $50 and a water bottle prime, sucking wheels, screaming orders, riding randomly, surging, opening gaps, and infuriating his breakaway mates.

After one outburst, Flores finally rode up to him. “Dude,” he said. “Shut your fucking mouth and ride your goddamned bike. It’s a race, not a fucking debating contest.”

The third lap was more terrible for the left-behinds than the second, if such a thing could be, and it was. The left-behinds with no one in the break gnashed their teeth and ground their gears at the front, destroying the weak of spirit, the jiggly of flesh, and the spindly of leg. We tore down the crosswind section, again stupidly in the gutter, raced through the tailwind, then guttered out against the BOTS dots, bam-bam-bam-fuckthissucks-bam-bam-bam-givemeaninchyoucock-bam-bam-bam, too stupid and cruel and mean and stingy to follow King Harold’s lead as he tried in vain to show the idiots the palliative effects of forming an echelon.

Hell ends in one more lap

The fourth lap was the easiest, as the left behinds had nothing left, the sun was going down, a bitter cold was setting in, exhaustion, bonk, hopelessness, and the dull emptiness of a lost battle in which all was sacrificed for no good reason slowly sank in. Andy Jessup flailed up the last climb, dropping the left behinds briefly, only to be reeled in a mile from the finish. In the insane downhill leadout to the line, where grown men with jobs, families, assets, and social standing flew headfirst to the finish at 40 mph, risking everything for 8th place in a 45+ older gentlemen’s prostate contest, some wanker who had a lock on 26th got chopped and landed on his head.

As he lay writhing and screaming in agony, blood everywhere, bike parts scattered like a swap meet after a tornado, flopping and moaning and crying, I pulled over to help drag his carcass out of the way so that the heroes charging in for 30th and 31st, heads down, didn’t t-bone what was left of his battered and bleeding body.

In the final tally Benny Parks took overall prostate honors, followed by someone else, followed by Chris Hahn, who had committed all manner of sins against His Leibertness in terms of wheelsuckery and other assorted violations of the Code Of Honor Among Wankers, followed by His Leibertness, followed by somebody, followed by MMX, who had destroyed the little band of brothers with a fratricidal attack in the closing kilometers, followed by He Of The Iron Nutsack Alan Flores, then a dribble and a drabble, and finally a surging field sprunt win by Aron “Gaudy” Gadhia, nipping Big Steve Gregorios at the line, who, along with Dave Gonyer, won the award for Most Gigantic Mountain of Human Flesh to Make it Over that Fucking Climb Four Times with the Field.

Mongo just pawn in game of life

Mongo Pappe and I had driven up together; he’d done the race on his ‘cross bike and I’d done the race on bile and spittle and chunks of lung. Whereas Hatchitt and Taylor and Gonyer and King Harold and the other teammates had done yeoman’s work controlling the front, Mongo and I had skulked at the back, cursing the gutter and getting as tiny as we could and trying to park behind the biggest butt we could find.

We listened briefly while DS Hatchitt debriefed the team on our combined fledgling tactics. “Wankster,” he said. “Where the fuck were you? I thought you’d been dropped.”

“I was back there, uh, conserving.”

“Conserving for what? You should have been chasing the wankers who were trying to bridge.”

“Oh. Well, I uh, was…”

“The only time you stuck your nose out in the wind was when you dashed up the hill with KK and almost dragged him up to your own teammates in the damned break.”

“Well, I was, uh, trying to sort of be a, like, you know, a decoy.”

“It was stupid. Don’t do it again.”

“And Mongo!” said the DS.

“Yeah?” Mongo answered in his tiniest voice.

“What the fuck you doing riding back there with that slacker Wankmeister?”

“I was trying to, er, help, uh, the team, you know…”

“I do fucking know. You were shirking back there with Wanky sucking wheel on the fat guys while the rest of your mates were up here busting their balls. Next time follow the First Rule of the Peloton, okay?”

“Sure,” said Mongo. “Uh, what’s that?”

“If you’re anywhere near Wanky, YOU’RE FUCKING OFF!”

Before returning to the car. Mongo looked at me. “Was that race as much fun for you as it was for me?”

I looked around to make sure no one could hear. “Hell, yeah!”

We laughed, high-fived, and headed back to the hotel.

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§ 20 Responses to P[u]CK[e]RR Up!

  • samgwall says:

    Great piece. Echelons have always been just too euro-socialist fer us, I reckon.

  • Drew Carlson says:

    Hilarious again, Seth – Thanks for brightening my morning!

  • Bill Stone says:

    Shorter Seth: There was wind and a hill and crashes and someone won and the rest did not. In other words, a masterpiece. Chris Hahn. OMGosh. Last words to Chris when he was staying with me at 2003 Worlds. “Do not do anything until The Vampire attacks.” He nods, yes and went off to rode the finish sixty times to prepare. Attacks on some lap and is then dropped by Vampy and the guy who won. “Why did you attack.” “It was too slow.”

    • Admin says:

      This is lovely, but we could improve even more!

      “Wind. Hill. Crashes. Winner. Losers. Great expense. Greater risk. Zero return.”

      Further reduction suggests itself:

      “Great risk. Zero return.”

      I know, I know, we could perfect it:


      Which lends itself to this:


  • crshnbrn says:

    Don’t know these guys and don’t race, but reading this!

  • Hwy. 39 says:

    To borrow from a John Feinstein title that he borrowed from Mark Twain, bicycle racing is a good ride spoiled. I consider myself profoundly fortunate that the racing bug never bit me. Though I’m damn glad it bit you because I cannot get enough of this stuff.

    I think you should write a book, or at least a pamphlet. Call it “A Good Ride Spoiled, Wankmeister’s Guide to Bicycle Racing.” Without even reading it I already have the perfect blurb for the back cover: “I laughed, I cried, it was a dick stomping good time.”

    • Admin says:

      Well, I’ll never defend bike racing as anything other than a delusional descent into danger and madness, imbued with fantasy, driven by narcissism, and paid for by sacrificing any semblance of normalcy.

      Glad you’re enjoying the journey, however vicariously, although as I’m fond of saying it doesn’t matter whether you race, ride, walk, or pedal a recliner while scarfing Cheet-O’s, guzzling beer, and watching the TdF on cable, “The ride is inside you.”

    • hughbike says:

      I will buy copies for all my Austin club ‘mates….they won’t race for various good reasons….vicarious and voyeuristic nut-busting indeed!
      Another outstanding story! Thank you!

  • cannibal says:

    Chris Hahn took no pulls and hid behind G$, which was smart, but poorly played. The finish went Benny Parks, then Quentin Sims–they rode in together. Then it was G$ towing Hahn to his third place finish, relegating G$ to 4th–they almost caught the first two. I chased in after them. The next three were a minute back, and the pack another 2 minutes later.

    • Admin says:

      Without knavery, and lots of it, it’s not a bike race.

      • Bill Stone says:

        What! A bike racer drafted! Which is sort of cheating? And when was winning by cheating not in the very best tradition of America? I say “hail to Hahn, an American hero.

  • Jessup says:

    The Wanker never flails to amaze me….his written prose is damn better than a penthouse forum. well, close, anyways. the Wankmeister, skinny as a surly snake, giraffe like tall, calves similiar to a underdeveloped girl…..but he podies in the old old mans cbr race…..then leads out every douche in the chase at pckrr holding 40 mph in the wind, in a drill it on the rivets unlike anything ever witnessed from a man child. Keep up the good work my friend! Jessup Out PS: Im staying clear of a pissed off TOON$ at BULLY. ran or snow, bring it!

    • Admin says:

      That is high praise. And watching you scamper up the hill with all the wankers grinding after you with their peckers in their spokes was a thing of beauty. When you hit the gas there was a collective “You get him.”

      “Fuck that. You get him.”

      “Up yours. You get him.”


      Agreed on Toons and Boulevard. My goal in 2013: Finish the first lap without getting dropped. If that happens, IT WILL BE THE FIRST TIME EVER.

      So don’t bet on it!

  • steven says:

    Boulevard? Forecast is for nice weather…BAH!!

  • steven says:

    Want it? Not exackly. Expect it? Well, it’s Boulevard!

    I was there in the snow four or five years ago…and two years ago in the sub-freezing…and at UCLA in the hail and snow two years ago…and Death Valley in the blizzard last Spring.

    If it’s nice at Boulevard, it will be nasty somewhere else…right?

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